Ya, today be the last day of CNY 2012. I'm feeling liked everything on my hand being elder and need some new things coming to me. I only realize that I need to rush for my achievement and it should be faster in stepping from now. I know that I'm tired, but I understood that It should be tired. Now is time and the session for us to fight everything we hope to have and anyone we hope to be, It's not allowed to have anything regretted in someday future. It should be in a low possibility.
Do you know, I'm excited that I meet my old friend, a friend that I knew for more than 10 years but we out of contacted around 10 years as well. I'm happy that we are upgraded. We are not childish anymore but being mature, I'm happy to heard that she's going to marry, in case I'm surprised because this thinking haven occur in my mind right now. I wouldn't marry within this few years time as I know I'm not able to satisfy and support even for myself. It's a big breath in challenges and need a high brave to have and maintain a family. I know couldn't make it for at least 2-3 years from now. I do envy my friend who are having a family and able enough to support their own. How blissful is this? They stepped to the new stage of life, just look at the mirror, I am still stand on the same stage and pending for the next stage that couldn't be estimated when would it happen. Anywhere, at least I'm satisfied with all the things I own right now. I know what i'm doing and I know what I'm fighting for.
I bought the Avril Lavigne Concert ticket, this is the things I wish to do since three years ago. I can make it by this years, how lucky I'm. All the things is worth as it could make my dear be happier. I like his smile, it shown how charm of him. HAHA^^
Love you Dear. Just fight for everything that could make happy and smile always^^
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