Thursday, February 26, 2015

2015 CNY Wish and Target!!!

It's Chinese New Year now, how full of my appointment for reunion. It's fun, happy and excited every time that i attend to meet them. Few years gone, do you realize? that always topic of reunion is about recall the past memory. Always we talk about our story that we feel proud of it. I appreciate that i'm still able a sit down with all my friend and chat together as at today. Why do I say so? Because not everyone could be even just as normal as us. Since baby becoming a child, get in primary school, grown up to teenage, always argue with parent with our own theory then start the campus life in UNI, so become an adult and get married therefore to have our own family with children and spouse. 

Last Sunday, 22 February 2015. On the way back to my home with my love, we incidentally past over the toll that we always get in to home. That must be a reason right? Instead of his careless driving skill, I feel that should be a sign that 'she' ask me to miss about her. Yes, I miss her. My dear cousin who no longer in this wonderful world. Life is unpredictable, I knew, but only realized the existence of this statement since the day she leave us. There was one year ago, the darkness came to us, we lost our lovely sister. Hope she rest in peace, and would find newly world to start again her new life. 

For me too, I gonna start my new life and pause my auditing life. But can I say? I'm still very blur in mind as there's too much things that I haven clean up and set! I need time but the bad thing is I'm lack of time! ARHH!! Ok!! Set a due date for myself, before the last day of CNY, CHAK GO MEH!! I have to figure out the whole plan and budget.

A brand new year for me, 2015! I'm coming!!



Friday, February 6, 2015

这儿!我的转折点!

我迟职了,这次很坚决的迟职了。因为我很确定我自己的目标,我相信我的离开会让我走向更光芒的未来。现在担心的,就是手上的工作还不能完成。上师们都很不开心我的离开,这点我很抱歉因为我没办法给他们安慰。我能做的也只是向他们致上我万分的感激,感激这三年来教导我的一切,感激他们给予过我的关心,和爱戴。他们真的对我很好。而他们也是我最舍不得的人。因为我或许在外头再也遇不上像他们那么好的人了。

我的决定是关符我人生一个很大的转折点,也为我实现梦想跨上的一大步。感恩,这比我预计的快了许多。我的人生才算正正开始。这几天就好像做梦一样,觉得我真的很幸运,好像很多贵人,还有天使不停地在我身边出现,当我遇到瓶颈,该坚持的时候,总会有意把声音在我耳边鼓励我要我继续撑着,但我疲惫,厌倦的时候,又会有一些声音出现带给我意想不到的指引,给我机会,让我有发光发热的地方。

这次的决定,不多不少是老公启发我的。他让我看见我们的未来是那么的光芒,他的劳累让我有那么大的冲动想要和他一起拼。他让我心疼的同时,给了我阳光,让我找到出口。哼!这话儿啊!都不能在他面前说,因为他会飞起来。然后爬到我头顶上都下不来的。但是,我一定要说,老公,谢谢你!

现在知道长大两个字不容易承担,我的人生才走了20%。但是我觉得我的运气好像用了超过40%了。所以,我要更加懂得珍惜,珍惜现在所拥有的一切。爱惜身边的人,事,物。

我爱你们!!

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