Feeling bad now!! Am I clear what I'm working for? Seems many is getting marry. Ya, this is good news, that shown how stable of their relationship and economy condition. But then look back at myself, my status right now. I'm standing far away from the destination I wish to reach. Am I right that I kept insisting that all could become true one day? I'm skeptical of that. Maybe I just need the motivation, I need somebody to ensure all that could be done and I'm secured. May I?
Indeed, I'm worry, worry about the future. Wish I have had the right way to go.

